16 Nov 2011

Pathetic Me

It's weird thinking that you are surrounded by so many people, but deep inside your heart you feel so alone. Lonely. That is how i feel. Honestly, when  i read Hanis Zalikha's entry on Kepentingan Bestfriend, i couldn't relate any of those kelebihan to myself. Pity me, ha?

It's true, like i said before that I'm surrounded  by many people, but i don't have what i called sahabat sejati. True friend. No, I'm not being demanding. I'll be good when you do the same to me. But it seems very hard for me to find a friend who can accept me for who i am. A person who tried to understand my deeds instead of judging.

And yes, i don't need a friend who changes when i change and who nods when i nod. My shadow does that much better. I need a friend who can tell me what's wrong about myself because i might not recognize it by myself. I need a friend who are not afraid to tell me the truth even it's hurt, for the sake of myself.

Oh boy, am i asking for too much? If only i can learn that we don't have to change friends if we understand that friends change.

5 comments:

Mawar said...

sokay la dear..

jadilah seseorang yang diperlukan semua orang daripada menjadi seseorang yang memerlukan semua orang.

u got what i mean kan? =)

semoga awk happy sentiasa..

NAZRUL AZAT said...

saya pun tak ada so called "BFF"

huhuuuu

kawan makan kawan ramai

miss lovaa said...

yeah..u're right..nowadays,its hard to find sahabat sejati..

::ini belog saya . cinta hati saya:: said...

makin lama makin susah untuk jumpa sahabat yang sejati kan

NZ Diaz said...

Gemini ke? haha